Everyone is going to have a different point of view on your dilemma but ultimately, the decision is yours and the decisions you make today are the choices that you and your family will live with tomorrow (and beyond). It is okay to solicit ideas and advice to weigh in on your decision, so my only advice would be to pray
about it (that has always made me feel good about the difficult choices that I have made in life).
Cub Cadet 123