Glad to see you cooled your jets. It doesn't matter how many times you fall down, what matters is how many times you get back up.
At your age, and with today's technology the interweb and sites like OCC can be very beneficial to a young man such as you who wants to learn small engines. Some of us older folks had to learn hands on eye to eye. But we also learned to keep our ears and eyes opened and at times our mouths shut or the lesson was going to be short

You've got a lot of fire, and I admire that in a young man such as yourself, but put it to good use, if someone with the experience is going to take the time to teach, take the time to listen..... it'll get you much further.
And I must say, it probably took a lot to admit wrong and apologize, but to me that's what makes a good man. Enough of the sappy stuff, hope you're back with your ears and eyes open.